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Poem, anyone?
Sunday, August 2, 2009


*giggled*
i just back from my hometown..and ughhh!! my back is arching for a long lonng journey Y.Y
and while i was having my self relax..i listened to TVXQ's song this all day and coming out with 4 poems LOL
their song inspired me! always~ haha! so here it is.. er..all of them still untitled..i'm not good in choosing a title T.T
any suggested? *smile widely*



-UNTITLED-

I read your letter…
It turned me down…
Like a thunder in the middle of rainy day,
You broke me…

This tear, I wouldn’t let it drop…
I would say bye my love to you…
With the brightest smile plastered on my face…

This pain, I would heal as the time goes by…
I would say bye my love to you…
I would be strong…I believed…

But I love you…
I couldn’t even forget you…
Did I do hurt you? I wonder…
Sorry…sorry…can we get back to the place where we stop?

I’m taking a stroll on this street again,
Recalling our last memories…
Still, your smile lights my self up…
Can I have that smile once again?
Will you hear my wish? You hear it don’t you?

This tear, I won’t let it drop…
I would say bye my love to you…
With the last wave to you…

This pain, I will heal as the time goes bye…
I would say bye my love to you…
And would be alright, wouldn’t I?


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-UNTITLED-

I’m living on my faded world…
I’m living on my weakness…
I’m living on my burden…
Where are you living?

I can’t give you a rose…
I can’t give you wealth…
I can’t even give you happiness…
What will you receive from a poor me?

I wonder what’s on me which attract you…
The only word I can say…you are my angel…

The first time I met you,
I feel my agony…how can I be this mess?
Why would you the perfect one who I love?
Why can’t I give you anything?
Even a love song?
Will you be happy?

Though everyone tells love isn’t enough to live…
I have you on my day…
To stand the hardness of life...
Then I can breathe…
Will you take the breath away?

However the other objects me…
You are still there…stand proudly,
Welcoming me to your warm embrace…

I wonder what’s on me which attract you…
The only word I can say…you are my angel…

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-UNTITLED-

The day you went away…
Will I forget it?
The voice of your sad soul…
Can I plant a tender kiss?

Why did you hide this feeling?
It was hurt me badly…
You lied to yourself for me?
To make me smile as usual even at the end I will tore badly?

I miss you…will you feel it?
I want to hug you…will you hug me?
Even though you know what I feel…
Yet you can’t touch me…can you?

I laid my self on the bed…
I can feel you fragrance fill our room…
If only you can be here with me…
Sitting on my lap, playing with my hair,
Sounding your angels’ voice…

I miss you…will you feel it?
I want to hug you…will you hug me?
Even though you know what I feel…
Yet you can’t touch me…can you?

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-UNTITLED-

You walked away…
Your face turned disappointing…
What’s wrong with you?

You ignored me…
You weren’t you…
The cute smile that you have…
Where were they?

Dear, listen to me…
The only one who will stay beside you…
Baby, don’t you ever listen to the other…
Because I’m the only one who will stick with you…

Whatever they say…
Whatever they think…
You always my number one…

Whatever they feel…
Whatever the heard…
My heart only beats for you…

My daddy can say you’re ugly…
But for me…your heart is the most beautiful…
My mom can say you’re incapable…
As long you stay with me…I’ll be the capable one…
The other can call me crazy…
Yes, the only one who makes me crazy is you…
You’re my crazy love…

Dear, listen to me…
The only one who will wake up beside you every morning…
Baby, don’t you ever listen to the other…
Because my heart which is taken by you…

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-UNTITLED-

As I step my foot,
I saw you there…
Standing with a liquor in your hand,
Your eyes invited me…

As the music start,
You decided to stop playing with me,
Your result is being mined…

My blood rushed over…
Getting my nerve as I couldn’t get you…
What was going on with me?
I trapped on yours…

As my heart started to beat,
You stopped teasing me,
Your result is being mined…

Why can’t I ignore your presence?
I wonder…
Why can’t you just be here with me?
I stuck…

My mind is full of you…
Your tender touches…your mantra voice…your drowning eyes…your cherish lips…
Yeah! I’m lost…I’m begging for you…
You got me…under your skin…
I can’t escape...
Or I just don’t want to?

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see? how mess my writing even i can't write poem LOL
blame me =)
but i'd love to hear your comment anyway ^____^

a wish is granted @ [8:49 PM]

meme!! 8D
Friday, July 31, 2009


what!? a too early post do you think? xD
yes, i have nothing to do so i end up with blogging and i'll tag 3 peps!!!
beware!! *evil chuckling*

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Bold all things true about you.

I miss somebody right now. I don't watch TV these days. I wear glasses or contact lenses. I love to play video games. I have been in a threesome. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. I believe honesty is usually the best policy. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. I'm TOTALLY smart. I've broken someone's bones. I'm paranoid sometimes. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. I need money right now. I LOVE sushi. I talk really, really fast. I have long hair. I have lost money in Las Vegas. I have at least one sibling. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. I couldn’t survive without Caller ID. I like the way I look. I am usually pessimistic. I have a lot of mood swings. I have a hidden talent. I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. I have a lot of friends. I am currently single. I have pecked someone of the same sex. I enjoy talking on the phone. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. I love to shop. Enjoy window shopping. I would rather shop than eat. I don’t hate anyone. I’m a great dancer. I’m embarrassed to be seen with my mother. I have a cell phone. I believe in God. I watch MTV on a daily basis. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. I’ve rejected someone before. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. I want to have children in the future. I have changed a diaper before. I’ve called the cops on a friend before. I’m not allergic to anything. I have a lot to learn. I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger. I am shy around the opposite sex. I have tried alcohol before. I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past. I own the “South Park” movie. I would die for my best friends. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. I have used my sexuality to advance my career. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it. I am happy at this moment. I’m obsessed with guys. I study for tests most of the time. I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met. I am comfortable with who I am right now. I have more than just my ears pierced. I walk barefoot wherever I can. I have jumped off a bridge. I love sea turtles. I spend ridiculous money on makeup. I plan on achieving a major goal/dream. I’m proficient in a musical instrument. I worked at McDonald’s restaurant. I hate office jobs. I love sci-fi movies. I think water rules. I want to go to college out of state. I like sausages. I love kisses. I usually like covers better than originals. I can pick up things with my toes. I can’t whistle. I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither. I have ridden a horse. I still have every journal I’ve ever written in. I talk in my sleep. I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time. I have jazz in my blood. I wear a toe ring. I have a tattoo. I can’t stand at LEAST one person that I work with. I am a caffeine junkie. I cosplay or know what cosplaying is. I have been to over 15 conventions. I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better. I’m an artist. I only clean my room when necessary. I like a person of the same sex. I love being happy. I am an adrenaline junkie.

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done with mine and how's yours?
i picked up...

a. mommy Vie =3
b. susuuuu xD
c. Reez hyung!!


a wish is granted @ [7:44 AM]

dolphin squeak!!
Thursday, July 30, 2009


Yahoooo!!!
I’m so happy today

*isdancingthefrogdance*

Finally my mood is B.A.C.K!! yes! Okaeri darling =3
Thanks to JunSu and YooChunnie XD
After watched Dong Bang Shin Gi’s King’s Man and my YooSu videos collection, my mood lifted up!
What a lovely~ dolphin squeak!
I cut junsu’s dolphin squeak voices from the video and set it as my ring tone message XD

Today!Before I picked up my mom in her office, I went to Tokyo Light—name of clothing shop—I found that they also sell the accessories and yes! The Silver Dolphin key-chain is sooo adorable xD

*is banging my head*


The main problem is the price -.-;;
No~ it’s not about the high price but…

when I checked my wallet, I shocked that I took the wrong wallet!
0______________________________0;;;

I brought my army wallet which only had IDR50.000 in it =___=;;
I left my baby blue sky billabong wallet at home, right on my laptop >(

*is sighing*


The price of that dolphin key-chain is IDR75.000. And it made me couldn’t afford it =___=;;
I told the seller to keep it for me and yes, she promised >D
Awwww!! No wonder chunnie loves dolphin so much XDXD


Well, I did put some affiliates today \^0^/
Wooowww!! My blog is very nice and kawaii desu yo!? *giggling*
I hope few more days I can settle my new schedule!! The 5th semester will be started just in…two weeks? Wow!! Cool! Than I will meet my friends who’s not joining the summer classes!
I’m so happppyyyyyy…!!!
^_____________________________^

*is freaking under my bed*


anyway..mom is getting sooo mean today!!
first! when i was about going to college:

me:
*finding my micky key-chain* where's my bike keyyyyy >.>;;
mum~ did you see my key-chain? i put on my table but it was lost...

mum:
that is your problem, find it by your self! *keep chewing her sandwich*

me:
if you won't help me then i can't fetch you soon, mum!!

mum:
yah! i can find a cab then~ *taking her bag and take out her phone*

me:
=________________________=;;

second!! when i'm just having my lunch!

me:
mum~ wait for 5 minutes please!! i'm so hungry and it hasn't finished yet x__X

mum:
*take my key chain* then i'll go to the market by myself and you won't have any Pringles, Pocky, or...

me:
i know! i know! i'll fetch you!

mum:
*ruffles my hair* good boy~

me:
i'm a girl mom~

mum:
yes~ you're my boy XD *laugh SUPER hardly*

third!! when i'm going to use her cc!

me:
mom~ i can't find your cc~ i need you lend me some money which i'll pay back tomorrow! it's too late to go to ATM~

mum:
just if you can find it~ *still reading the cosmopolitan magz*

me:
*back after couldn't find mum's cc* where the hell did you put it!?

mum:
*fell asleep*

me:
AIGUH!!! *rush out*
i just know my mom's pretending =______________=;;

-few minutes latter, i found it on my laptop-
well, i know she was tricking me BUT! i was toooo moody to play with her -.-;;
such a childish mom that i have~


I’m going to continue Love’s Way and My Heart Beats For You fiction this weekend!
Yes! Must keep writing it no matter what!!
So guys! Wish me luck ~

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P.U.R.C.H.A.S.E.D

1. Please Be Mine Pic.Book

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2. All About TVXQ Season 3 (marry bought for meh!!)

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3. Tohoshinki Variety
♥ (it's a gift from sandy honey bear!!)

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4. TVXQindo goodies!

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can't wait to hold them by my handdddd...!!!
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goodness!! my wallet is getting slight Y.Y
and bad news!!! my..i can't find the site which sells joongie strips bannie T.T
i surely did bookmark but..how could i find no result on my bookmark T.T
*is crying*

a wish is granted @ [8:45 PM]

new skin, new day <3
Wednesday, July 29, 2009



wohoooo!!!! *jumping happily*
finally got a new skin ^______________________________^
it has been a long time i haven't changed my skin XD

well, today is quite not good day. i'm not happy because i havent been receiving any reply from aiko. yes, i sent her a message when i just found my previous e-mail was replied.
the second reason is...my mood, yeah~ it's not lifting up even a bit -.-;;

ah ya, we have three new comers in EF class!!
and one of them took my attention. i duno what's her name but her English is excellent!
and..i bet she's younger than me =P
still, i won't be chased by her! that means i need to improve my English and especially for my vocabullary!!

tomorrow i'm planing to put any sites which i love to visit..such as TVXQindo, YooSu Yongwonhee and some more friends!!
whuupps!! my bed is calling me~ so see ya, guys =D



a wish is granted @ [11:04 PM]

Miss Meh? XD
Monday, July 13, 2009


Yay!!! How long have I not been here..?? In live journal to updating my fiction even my blog!! XD
How are you guys?? Anyone miss meh?? I dun think so~ ahahahahaha

Well, a reader PMed me last night where I have been this late. Whether I would mind if I sent her a message to tell my fiction was updated. I never mind by the way and I’m happy of it =D

I’d been doing my college stuff this late. The basketball competition meeting, lots of assignment and papers, more research fields and English debating preparation took my times. I couldn’t even edit my comment on few save spots. I’m so sorry for it. I don’t mean to forget it or to do it purposely. Sometime, I spied any live journal—especially my dear ren and cami—to read some blog posting to make up my mood. And I today my examination day is finished =P
It allowed me to continue my fictions. I know the Love’s Way story even have no reader XD but I do respect the other ^_~ even only one reader I have *winked to her*

By the way, my weekend would be full of tears since I need to do a very hurt to death medical treatment. It was started a week ago when I asked bout my damn pain stomachache menstruation. The result was I have a tumor uterus symptom. I scared to death but mom said it wouldn’t be if I’d like to take the medical treatment. Then I did decide to do it.

The medical treatment was too damn hurt. The doctor need to build up my nerve then the root of the tumor would leave. They asked a masseur of nerve to do it. I thought it wouldn’t be hurt but as the masseur started to do massage I felt like he tried to break my legs T.T
Dad hold be from kicked the masseur with my free leg, and mom kept caressing my hair too slacken off me. The masseur felt sorry for me but he couldn’t help it. He needed to build my nerve to avoid the tumor. After my two hours crying and screaming out, he told me every nerve that connected to my reproduction system.

And now, the weekend is just like a nightmare for me T.T I hope I didn’t meet any weekend but that was impossible T.T well, now I just hope I can survive of this treatment.

Yesterday, I took the medical treatment again, and somehow I popped out an idea to drink the pain killer. It made a glare from my mom and a long speech from my doctor. How could the build my nerve up while I drank the pain killer to make it shut down? Okay, bad idea. Daddy suggested a best way to sweep the pain. He let me to bring my iphone so I can listen to my favorite song while having those hell massages. And I did it. I didn’t know how but all song I heard was “Kiss The Baby Sky”. And yeah~ it did sweep my pain away even a bit. But still, I have two hours of screaming out and crying over T.T

Anyway, I did make over my hair last month. First time made my mom ignored me for three days!! XD but it ended up now ^_~




a wish is granted @ [8:00 PM]

WORTH IT!
Friday, June 19, 2009


As long as I study in this college, INTERMEDIATE ACCOUNTING 2 was the most worth it subject!
I spent $40 for it! In case you don’t understand and getting confused let me explain first about this case ;)

Okay…I have summer class on june-august. We have to pay $10 per credit study-in normal term we only have to pay $6,5. so it means it's $3,5 higher than normal term/class. We have a rule that the class will not start if there are less than 20 students per class.
On intermediate accounting class, we only have 15 students which urgently need to join the summer class. I'm one of them since I failed when I was 1st semester on introducing to accounting class. That failed is causing me lot of disadvantages. I'm separated from all my friend which have passed the introducing to accounting class during their 1st semester. So the conclusion is if I want to chase them, I need to attend this summer class. Beside this summer class makes my way to the graduation faster =P
I'm just too boring of study in this college =________________=;;
Tell you the truth, I never feel studying atmosphere here in my university.
Everybody just ignoring their lecture, busying their self by talking to the other. Of course not all of my friends would do that because any lecture are too strict =)
I would like to say 'Most of my senior, my friends and my junior' don't think about their need to study. They will do everything to get the high score even do cheating or bribing to some lecture.
Ah, that's what we called of human's fault. Sometime just can't help to gain more money than they should have. Well, I don't blame on it since we still need money to live =)
But I just wanna give a pity to them who was controlled by that money ^^

And then to make the intermediate accounting class run, my friends and I looked for 5 students who wants to join the class and surely it's not easy thing to do. There are three reasons who keeps in my mind when I asked for my friend's help. First, who's the hell are you? Throwing the money to study when the other get their ass on the bed?. Second, Whoa I'm a genius student who wouldn't ever get 'B' on my subject! Sorry I can't help you, guys!. Third, Hm…I have summer class also. The schedule just didn't allow it.
Okay, now I had to contact my senior and begged. Read it? Begged. And the worst thing is I'm the only one who beg to my senior while the other just gave up or refused to make a lil bit more effort on it!
I need this class to be run because I don’t want to make my life-plan goes slower. Then I called few of my senior, asked them whether they want to join the summer class.

Finally the intermediate class is run. We have the consequence that we paid for three persons who would never mind to join the summer class if they had money.
That's why I told you that the intermediate accounting class is the most worth it subject XD

a wish is granted @ [9:36 PM]

INSOMNIA = DISTURBIA #2!
Wednesday, June 17, 2009




Bwakakakakakaka I duno I just somehow wanna update this blog LOLz
Read the title? Yeah~ I didn't sleep tonight. So I end up for touching my self--or whatever you will call--three times even I seem do hardcore. Yeah~ the tired just didn’t get me. So, right now, 5:30 a.m, I'm not sleeping but typing this entry!

Anyway mom and dad were waking up when I just decided to write an entry. I can hear their noisy cooking activities as usual. I used to sleep and wake up at 11:00 a.m, but since I didn’t sleep tonight I doubt that =P
I just need to pretend like I'm in my dream island as well, so they wouldn't catch me up XD
Uhhhhhhhh it feel like pain in the ass for sitting--even I sit on the bed LOLZ

Aha! Now my brain is empty! I duno what to write and I just feel blankly! Eh! Wait! I just change my wallpaper and the icon desktop and if you find out that you'll ask me, "How could it be all JaeJoong instead of YooSu as usual??"
Hihihihihihi my only and best reason for that case is "I love hey jj chibi fanart!!! Their ways are just toooo adorableeeee XDXD see my desktop wallie? Don’t you feel the urge of wanna pinch joongie as well?? Kyaaaaaaaaa let meh du dadddd!! *pinch joongie's cheeky cheek*


And do you guys see the color of joongie chibi BG?? Wuow!!! Give four thumbs up for that kind of cheerful summer color <333>D
Thinking~ thinking~ it should be….hum….*think* it will be….*arrrggg!!!* hum…ahhhhh!! Can't think!!!
Shoowie? Aaahhh!! I wanna have such a yummy name! moowie? Chuuwie?--well, it just reminds me to chunnie XD--ploppie? Popo?--does popo sound like a dog's name instead of laptop name? LOLZ
Hummmmmmm ah!!! Coz I love YooSu why don’t we just fold their name?? SuYoonie?? Bwakakakkakaka yay!! Such an uncreative girl you are! *bangshead*
Maaaa my brain can't work right now, so just skip it anyways XDXD

Ah!! I'll read the fanfiction then XD kinda hungry of them..!! Bwakakakaka see ya pals XD

Ps: my auntie just came to jakarta and she praised me that I'm being a good girl =P see? How good and super innocent I am in front of pepz XDXD but I guess you know how much innocent I am! Yah! I'M 10000000% INNOCENT ANGEL! XD *evil smirk*

p.p.s: WTF! Jammie laughed toooo hard when she heard my auntie praised meh -___________-;;
You are just jealous jammie =__________________=;;; *kicks jammie's ass

a wish is granted @ [9:24 PM]


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