
new skin, new day <3

Wednesday, July 29, 2009
wohoooo!!!! *jumping happily*
finally got a new skin ^______________________________^
it has been a long time i haven't changed my skin XD
well, today is quite not good day. i'm not happy because i havent been receiving any reply from aiko. yes, i sent her a message when i just found my previous e-mail was replied.
the second reason is...my mood, yeah~ it's not lifting up even a bit -.-;;
ah ya, we have three new comers in EF class!!
and one of them took my attention. i duno what's her name but her English is excellent!
and..i bet she's younger than me =P
still, i won't be chased by her! that means i need to improve my English and especially for my vocabullary!!
tomorrow i'm planing to put any sites which i love to visit..such as TVXQindo, YooSu Yongwonhee and some more friends!!
whuupps!! my bed is calling me~ so see ya, guys =D

a wish is granted @ [
11:04 PM]


Miss Meh? XD

Monday, July 13, 2009
Yay!!! How long have I not been here..?? In live journal to updating my fiction even my blog!! XD
How are you guys?? Anyone miss meh?? I dun think so~ ahahahahaha
Well, a reader PMed me last night where I have been this late. Whether I would mind if I sent her a message to tell my fiction was updated. I never mind by the way and I’m happy of it =D
I’d been doing my college stuff this late. The basketball competition meeting, lots of assignment and papers, more research fields and English debating preparation took my times. I couldn’t even edit my comment on few save spots. I’m so sorry for it. I don’t mean to forget it or to do it purposely. Sometime, I spied any live journal—especially my dear ren and cami—to read some blog posting to make up my mood. And I today my examination day is finished =P
It allowed me to continue my fictions. I know the Love’s Way story even have no reader XD but I do respect the other ^_~ even only one reader I have *winked to her*
By the way, my weekend would be full of tears since I need to do a very hurt to death medical treatment. It was started a week ago when I asked bout my damn pain stomachache menstruation. The result was I have a tumor uterus symptom. I scared to death but mom said it wouldn’t be if I’d like to take the medical treatment. Then I did decide to do it.
The medical treatment was too damn hurt. The doctor need to build up my nerve then the root of the tumor would leave. They asked a masseur of nerve to do it. I thought it wouldn’t be hurt but as the masseur started to do massage I felt like he tried to break my legs T.T
Dad hold be from kicked the masseur with my free leg, and mom kept caressing my hair too slacken off me. The masseur felt sorry for me but he couldn’t help it. He needed to build my nerve to avoid the tumor. After my two hours crying and screaming out, he told me every nerve that connected to my reproduction system.
And now, the weekend is just like a nightmare for me T.T I hope I didn’t meet any weekend but that was impossible T.T well, now I just hope I can survive of this treatment.
Yesterday, I took the medical treatment again, and somehow I popped out an idea to drink the pain killer. It made a glare from my mom and a long speech from my doctor. How could the build my nerve up while I drank the pain killer to make it shut down? Okay, bad idea. Daddy suggested a best way to sweep the pain. He let me to bring my iphone so I can listen to my favorite song while having those hell massages. And I did it. I didn’t know how but all song I heard was “Kiss The Baby Sky”. And yeah~ it did sweep my pain away even a bit. But still, I have two hours of screaming out and crying over T.T
Anyway, I did make over my hair last month. First time made my mom ignored me for three days!! XD but it ended up now ^_~

a wish is granted @ [
8:00 PM]


WORTH IT!

Friday, June 19, 2009
As long as I study in this college, INTERMEDIATE ACCOUNTING 2 was the most worth it subject!
I spent $40 for it! In case you don’t understand and getting confused let me explain first about this case ;)
Okay…I have summer class on june-august. We have to pay $10 per credit study-in normal term we only have to pay $6,5. so it means it's $3,5 higher than normal term/class. We have a rule that the class will not start if there are less than 20 students per class.
On intermediate accounting class, we only have 15 students which urgently need to join the summer class. I'm one of them since I failed when I was 1st semester on introducing to accounting class. That failed is causing me lot of disadvantages. I'm separated from all my friend which have passed the introducing to accounting class during their 1st semester. So the conclusion is if I want to chase them, I need to attend this summer class. Beside this summer class makes my way to the graduation faster =P
I'm just too boring of study in this college =________________=;;
Tell you the truth, I never feel studying atmosphere here in my university.
Everybody just ignoring their lecture, busying their self by talking to the other. Of course not all of my friends would do that because any lecture are too strict =)
I would like to say 'Most of my senior, my friends and my junior' don't think about their need to study. They will do everything to get the high score even do cheating or bribing to some lecture.
Ah, that's what we called of human's fault. Sometime just can't help to gain more money than they should have. Well, I don't blame on it since we still need money to live =)
But I just wanna give a pity to them who was controlled by that money ^^
And then to make the intermediate accounting class run, my friends and I looked for 5 students who wants to join the class and surely it's not easy thing to do. There are three reasons who keeps in my mind when I asked for my friend's help. First, who's the hell are you? Throwing the money to study when the other get their ass on the bed?. Second, Whoa I'm a genius student who wouldn't ever get 'B' on my subject! Sorry I can't help you, guys!. Third, Hm…I have summer class also. The schedule just didn't allow it.
Okay, now I had to contact my senior and begged. Read it? Begged. And the worst thing is I'm the only one who beg to my senior while the other just gave up or refused to make a lil bit more effort on it!
I need this class to be run because I don’t want to make my life-plan goes slower. Then I called few of my senior, asked them whether they want to join the summer class.
Finally the intermediate class is run. We have the consequence that we paid for three persons who would never mind to join the summer class if they had money.
That's why I told you that the intermediate accounting class is the most worth it subject XD

a wish is granted @ [
9:36 PM]


INSOMNIA = DISTURBIA #2!

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Bwakakakakakaka I duno I just somehow wanna update this blog LOLz
Read the title? Yeah~ I didn't sleep tonight. So I end up for touching my self--or whatever you will call--three times even I seem do hardcore. Yeah~ the tired just didn’t get me. So, right now, 5:30 a.m, I'm not sleeping but typing this entry!
Anyway mom and dad were waking up when I just decided to write an entry. I can hear their noisy cooking activities as usual. I used to sleep and wake up at 11:00 a.m, but since I didn’t sleep tonight I doubt that =P
I just need to pretend like I'm in my dream island as well, so they wouldn't catch me up XD
Uhhhhhhhh it feel like pain in the ass for sitting--even I sit on the bed LOLZ
Aha! Now my brain is empty! I duno what to write and I just feel blankly! Eh! Wait! I just change my wallpaper and the icon desktop and if you find out that you'll ask me, "How could it be all JaeJoong instead of YooSu as usual??"
Hihihihihihi my only and best reason for that case is "I love hey jj chibi fanart!!! Their ways are just toooo adorableeeee XDXD see my desktop wallie? Don’t you feel the urge of wanna pinch joongie as well?? Kyaaaaaaaaa let meh du dadddd!! *pinch joongie's cheeky cheek*

And do you guys see the color of joongie chibi BG?? Wuow!!! Give four thumbs up for that kind of cheerful summer color <333>D
Thinking~ thinking~ it should be….hum….*think* it will be….*arrrggg!!!* hum…ahhhhh!! Can't think!!!
Shoowie? Aaahhh!! I wanna have such a yummy name! moowie? Chuuwie?--well, it just reminds me to chunnie XD--ploppie? Popo?--does popo sound like a dog's name instead of laptop name? LOLZ
Hummmmmmm ah!!! Coz I love YooSu why don’t we just fold their name?? SuYoonie?? Bwakakakkakaka yay!! Such an uncreative girl you are! *bangshead*
Maaaa my brain can't work right now, so just skip it anyways XDXD
Ah!! I'll read the fanfiction then XD kinda hungry of them..!! Bwakakakaka see ya pals XD
Ps: my auntie just came to jakarta and she praised me that I'm being a good girl =P see? How good and super innocent I am in front of pepz XDXD but I guess you know how much innocent I am! Yah! I'M 10000000% INNOCENT ANGEL! XD *evil smirk*
p.p.s: WTF! Jammie laughed toooo hard when she heard my auntie praised meh -___________-;;
You are just jealous jammie =__________________=;;; *kicks jammie's ass

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9:24 PM]
